MY GIFT, MY PURPOSE, MY JOURNEY

I recently had my 43rd birthday on Mother’s Day weekend.

Is funny how perfect we are created. I have no children not by choice but my husband and I have not yet been blessed with the gift of giving life or parenting. Nonetheless, I don’t feel left out of the celebration because I get to rejoice on celebrating my own gift of life.

How perfect are we created by our creator?  Every detail of our lives is so perfectly crafted.  Never thought about it this way before but now after my newly walk with Christ I see things so clear.  Can I tell you?  GOD IS REAL!  At 43 I’ve learned that it is ok to be vulnerable.  The art of being exposed was never to my liking.  But today I have realized how freeing it is to let things go, not worried about being judged, not loved or trying to over compensate for the missing links in  my life? There is only one that can make you whole.

Today I come to you as all of me; naked, stripped from the things I thought would define me to tell you it is OK to just be.  You’re a perfect being with all your imperfections and you are LOVED!!  It is such a perfect love you will always get what you need, what’s best for you with no compromise.  Eliminate the thought of what you think is best, stop! Listen and live the life that has been prepared for you. In this Journey after living almost half a century I began to do what I love, my gift.  As a creative individual I take joy on making beautiful things for other people.  I like to bring joy with the art of entertaining; I enjoy making others feel comfortable, thought of, loved, and appreciated.  I enjoy helping people create colorful lasting memories with my craft.  I loveeeeeee to decorate…

This was always a distant thought, I never thought it could be a reality but as GOD came in to my life so did the things I always dreamed about.  I’m blessed with a wonderful husband, a loving family (church family), and the ability to work in my craft allowing me to give back. I’m happy to announce that Stylish Party Ideas a labor of love after two years of drafting, thinking and dreaming has opened its doors, a storefront in the city of Villa Rica, GA.  2 years in the making you put GOD in the mix and it happened within a week!!  Isn’t HE wonderful!! HE puts you in right place at the right time with the right people by your side and then magic happens.

Listen when you’re in business with GOD you better be prepare for the Super that is going to be added to your Natural…  Yes!! Supernatural is the best way to describe what has been happening here.  We were guided to a place; the rent was the exact dollar amount we had prayed for, the terms were just perfect for our current situation.  Doors just began to open. There was nothing I thought of that wouldn’t be manifested within days sometime hours.

This could not be possible without the over whelming support from friends or as I may say family (our church family) that GOD had put in our path. I know this is HIS plan for me. For the first time I have developed a horizontal connection with HIM that have allowed me to tap in to the life GOD has planned for me.  Now, as a human you would think we would just accept the Supernatural… Nooooooo, I can’t help wonder; what’s the catch?  I told my husband who seems to get this GOD business better than me… “I’m scared, everything I think we need we get” In a true men fashion he when on to ask “well, isn’t that what you want?  Why ask if you are going to question when it is given to you?” And I replied “But still is scary, I don’t want to fail” I’m not there yet but I am starting to learn that we are worthy and HE wants to gives us everything we need to carry HIS purpose. Now, I just want to give, give, give… But I don’t understand I don’t have anything to give. I mean we give time, we serve, but in our natural way of being… We want to give things that are measured in monetary value…  I’m being prompted to put myself and our business of service but not sure why when we have nothing to offer.

Soooo now I’m struggling with my purpose.  I know I have been given this for a reason…  I don’t want to fail!!!!  This is my true life story no happy ending it just a journey…  Stay tuned for what’s next…  I’m sure GOD has more surprises in stored for us.  FEAR IS NOT AN OPTION BUT THE FUEL TO MOVE FORWARD WITH GOD’s PLAN…

Today is a happy day!!

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